Holy cow!!!!! 5 months!!!!

Since I’ve been on this! That’s just CRAZY. Life of a mommy, I guess ;)

How are you all?!?!??!!??!

<3

I can’t believe in

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I’ve been feeling so nauseous

the past few days. And it only happens at night. It just started out of no where, and I really don’t like it :( It makes me worry I’m gonna be sick as a dog during labor or something. Wah! Anyone else have this problem?

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GREAT news!

I had my Dr’s appointment this morning, all went well. Baby boy’s head is really really low and my cervix is super thin. And his heartbeat was perfect!

But the BEST part is:

I’mmmmmmm getting induced next Wednesday!!! Yayyyyy!!! Gotta be at the Hospital @ 6 am though, boo. And no food after midnight. I’m so happy/nervous/anxious/sad :P

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Where on earth did the time go?!

Seriously. I only have like, 22 days until my due date, and the day my mom has a feeling I’ll have my son is only 9 days away. Wtf! It’s all caught up to me so fast, I’m actually gonna miss being pregnant. But I’m gonna loooooove holding my baby boy :)

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Been a busy day!

Had my Dr’s appointment this morning @ 11:30. Baby boy is still head down (thank goodness!) but no dilation yet :/ That’s okay though, I’m just getting REALLY impatient! & had my Group Strep B test done, which wasn’t at all as bad as I was thinking it was gonna be (whew :P )

My next appointment is on the 22nd, which is the day my mom has been predicting that I’ll have this baby! I’ll be 38 1/2 weeks. So we’ll see what happens! (Hopefully baby boy wants to come out that day!)

On another note, we got a new car today! And I rrreeeeaaaallllllyy like it. It’s a 2008 Impala LS and it’s chocolate, which I LOVE. We already have a 2 door Grandam and a 4 door Tahoe, but we needed something more “baby accommodating” and I’m a very happy camper.

AND I got Sonic today, which isn’t good for me to eat at all but every once in a while won’t hurt. I’ve been very picky about my eating during my pregnancy. I even got a sweet tea to drink! Which I only drink about once a week.

Good day :)

So, it’s been a little while since I’ve posted a picture on here. It’s just been a little hectic lately getting the final things done before my baby boy comes!

36 weeks now! My goodness, where’d the time go? Since when did I get so close to my due date?! :) Everything is so close, and I’m beyond excited.

I’ve got a Dr appointment on Wednesday that I’m totally not looking forward to because I have to have the Group Strep B test done. (It involves swabbing in an area I’d rather not be swabbed) :P But I’ll get over it!

We finished baby boy’s room a few weeks ago, it’s adooorraabblleeee! Proud mommy, proud mommy :P So very thankful for my family. I don’t know where I’d be without them.

How are things with my son’s father you ask? I’ll just say, same shit, different day. I could probably be giving birth in 2 weeks and he’s the same asshole he has been from day one of this pregnancy. I’m not worried about it though, I’m gonna be a damn good mom to my baby. What he does, is on him.

Overall, I’m VERY happy right now :) My baby boy is almost here! I’m so anxious! I can’t wait to meet the little love my life <3

mydarlingmila asked: Are you using a list to pack them? Or just doing it off what you think you'll need? I am pretty sure I will over pack. But I rather have things and not use them, rather than want something and not have it. Haha I can already picture myself bitching someone out :( I hope I'm not too angry and mean when the big day comes lol

Yeah, I’ve looked up multiple lists on some baby websites and just kinda combined them together. It’s not a long list, it just overwhelms me. Oh me toooooooo, I can see it now. It’s gonna be such an emotional, hectic, crazy day and I will not be a happy camper until I’m comfy and holding my baby!

mydarlingmila asked: Haha so will I. I'm just praying my water doesn't break in class lol I am going to pack my hospital bags this weekend. I'm so excited! Have you packed yours?!

I started packing mine last week, but for some reason I just get so overwhelmed with it. I don’t know why! I worry that I’m missing something or that I’ve packed too much or haven’t packed enough. Idk why it’s the one thing that gives me a headache, but I despise it :P

mydarlingmila asked: It's always been one of my biggest fears, my whole life. Now I go through phases of being ready for any pain to have her in my arms, to nervous haha I just want her here without the proccess of labor lol at the moment I'm not nervous but I give it a few days and I'll be shaking in my boots lol Im going to be sooooo excited when my contractions start then I'm going to start freaking out when the pain gets worse

Hahahah, I think that’s how I’ll be. Not nervous right now, but once my contractions start then I’ll be like, “Uh oh!” and then I’ll be freaking out cause I’ll get scared of actually giving birth! I’ll be a complete mess that day :P

mydarlingmila asked: Yes we do, so our little babies come out nice and healthy! :) are you nervous about labour ?

Everyone keeps asking me that, and I guess it’s surprising to them that I’m really not nervous. I think I’m too excited and anxious to be really nervous. I mean, I am a little nervous just because it IS labor after all, but I’m not really worried about it or scared. Just ready :) Are you?

mydarlingmila asked: My last one was at 28 weeks. I wont have any more. I'm not looking forward to that test at all! They take swabs of the butt! My midwife said its quick and you don't notice much. I think I will notice someone swabbing my butt lol

EXACTLY. How do you not notice, I mean come on. It’s bad enough I had to get used to twiddling my thumbs when they mess with my yoohoo, but now the butt?! It’s definitely going to be…….awkward. Hahah, But ya gotta do what ya gotta do :P

mydarlingmila asked: I knew Mila was head down from my last 3d ultrasound, I was just hoping she would stay that way and not turn right back up haha. So far she hasn't. Haha well that's good it sucks, I go through pj shirts so quickly cause I stain them:( lol yes it really is a guessing game, I just keep telling myself that within the next 5 weeks she will be here! :)

I haven’t had an ultrasound since my gender one when I was around 25 weeks or so. I don’t think I’ll have another. Which is kinda sad, BUT 5 weeks (hopefully 3) is not a long time at all and I’ll have my little baby in my arms instead of a picture! Now, I have to worry about is the Strep B test I have in 2 weeks. All the tests I’ve had during pregnancy makes me so nervous!

mydarlingmila asked: Ahhh I want my midwife to check me! I'm measuring a week ahead also, I have been since she starting measuring me. & Mila is also head down. Ive been getting these cramps it's like a tightening feeling down below in the opening and I have no idea what it is! But I'm hoping I am getting closer to the big day. Have you had any leaking of your breasts? I wake up almost every morning with stains on my shirt!

Yeah, I’ve always measured a week ahead. I was worried he wasn’t head down, cause it just feels like he leans more to the right of my belly sometimes but I guess that’s okay. I was so worried he’d be breech forever and I’d have to get a c-section! My Dr. said something about those today, I hardly listened cause I was stuck on “early” but he said they’re common and it just means the day is getting closer! I haven’t had ANY leaking! I wake up every day wondering, look down, and nada. Just a waiting game I guess :P

savannahadventures asked: I've done both and yes I agree disposables are easier in the sense that you get to throw the poo away but, I like the money saving thing :) & they're wicked cute haha

Yeah, I’ve read a lot about cloth diapers. And I do like them! I’ll look more into them later on. Cause I can deal with disposables for a while. No biggie