I’ve been feeling so nauseous
the past few days. And it only happens at night. It just started out of no where, and I really don’t like it :( It makes me worry I’m gonna be sick as a dog during labor or something. Wah! Anyone else have this problem?
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GREAT news!
I had my Dr’s appointment this morning, all went well. Baby boy’s head is really really low and my cervix is super thin. And his heartbeat was perfect!
But the BEST part is:
I’mmmmmmm getting induced next Wednesday!!! Yayyyyy!!! Gotta be at the Hospital @ 6 am though, boo. And no food after midnight. I’m so happy/nervous/anxious/sad :P
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Been a busy day!
Had my Dr’s appointment this morning @ 11:30. Baby boy is still head down (thank goodness!) but no dilation yet :/ That’s okay though, I’m just getting REALLY impatient! & had my Group Strep B test done, which wasn’t at all as bad as I was thinking it was gonna be (whew :P )
My next appointment is on the 22nd, which is the day my mom has been predicting that I’ll have this baby! I’ll be 38 1/2 weeks. So we’ll see what happens! (Hopefully baby boy wants to come out that day!)
On another note, we got a new car today! And I rrreeeeaaaallllllyy like it. It’s a 2008 Impala LS and it’s chocolate, which I LOVE. We already have a 2 door Grandam and a 4 door Tahoe, but we needed something more “baby accommodating” and I’m a very happy camper.
AND I got Sonic today, which isn’t good for me to eat at all but every once in a while won’t hurt. I’ve been very picky about my eating during my pregnancy. I even got a sweet tea to drink! Which I only drink about once a week.
Good day :)
Great way to spend my night:
Watching lotttttsssss of Tim Burton films, eating popcorn, snuggled in bed with my kissy cat Puffin! All while my amazing little man is sleeping snuggled in my belly :)
I have found my new way of enjoying every morning :)
Tumblr and a fried egg on toast with mayo and melted cheese! Yum!
It’s 61 degrees outside, and I am looooooving it!
I’m about to shower, and actually straighten my hair for the first time siiiinnncccceee…… I’d say BEFORE I was pregnant. So, a good 7 months ago >.< It’s ridiculously long just its usual curl/wavy mess. Straight it’ll probably be a little past the top of my butt. Crazy prenatal vitamins!
I plan to look super cute today and take lots of belly bump pictures! :D
<3
Personal
I can not keep dealing with you, or your shit. You’re being ridiculous. If the dumb shit I’ve done in my past bothers you that bad, go way ! Disappear ! Leave ! How can you “love” me, when all you do is bash me down ? I’ve done 2 things I’m not proud of in my life, and those two things you throw in my face every day. Neither of which have anything to fucking do with you ! They were years before I ever knew you and vis versa ! You tell me I should have just lied to you, why the fuck would I wanna lie to the person I want to be with ? I thought honesty was key. But yet you’d flip out if I ever lied to you. You make no sense. I never ever bring up your past, and I feel the shit you’ve done is worse then what I’ve done ! But nooooo, you never do anything wrong do you ? You wanna keep bringing this shit up ? Go ahead. It’s too bad you’ll never truly realize what you want until it’s gone.
And stop threatening me. That definitely makes a relationship. You’re losing me. Why I’m still here after the shit you’ve already done, maybe it’s because I thought I could fix you. I believe what you tell me. But you’ve already broken promises. In all honesty, I’m scared to leave you. I don’t know what you’ll do to me, or the people around me. So either grow up, or leave.
Oh hello you beautiful motherfucker that is soon to be mine ! :D :D :D
